emptiness fills as doom approaches...

the good times continue to roll...when they really shouldnt. a week and a half of instruction remains and im already starting to lose it. my routine of working out and dieting are waning and my leisure time is increasing as my study time decreases, stupid zero-sum game. working on another video project has been a blast, and once again. maybe i have some weird fetish where i enjoy embarrassing myself in front of classes.

beautiful women with really high shorts do not have the right to sit by a guy during lecture and distract him by sensually massing their legs.

i had a lot to say earlier in the day, but its all been drained out by tiredness.

this past weekend was a costco sample of summer vacation. if i really wanted to, i could always go back for more samples. but i shouldnt since i came here for one thing: to buy something (my grade) and to return home (home) with some household necessity(pleasing my parents).

perhaps that analogy went too far.

at home i was both entertained and productive-. this tentative summer-must-do list is really coming in handy. im not quite sure what it is but i was pretty motivated to apply for jobs at 6 places, and the feeling afterwards is quite satisfying (despite leaving all the work experience spaces blank). my goal is to accomplish at least 1/2 of the things written down. twas good hanging out with ethan again, proving to me that you really dont have to do a lot to have a little fun. some 12 year old girl with one of those overpriced hot topic shirts with that "i hate society" attitude pointed and yelled "skater!" at me. before she walked away i pointed at her, gave her a glaring look, and then just started laughing maniaclly. ah camelot park, you never change.

if you plucked a leghair from peter for everytime the door was rudely slammed here late at night...he would have legs like a 12 year old asian girl.