Hello Mrs. Wong

gail is lazy: apparently we have one more unit test thing
gail is lazy: and we were like proposing that we not test on it but still learn it for the final
gail is lazy: and she said something about like each person pay her five dollars
gail is lazy: and seriously like half the class whipped out their money
gail is lazy: and we brought it to her
gail is lazy: and she was laughing
gail is lazy: and was like "give it within the next five minutes or the price goes up!!"
gail is lazy: and then we actually trid to hand her some money
gail is lazy: and she kept laughing and pushed our hands away
gail is lazy: and we were like aww
gail is lazy: and then we were like
gail is lazy: okay here how about we give you this money so we don't hafta take final instead
gail is lazy: and then she was like someon get a camera so i have evidence you guys are bribing me
gail is lazy: it was quite amusing
hoYhoYpinoYboY: mrs wong is too funny
gail is lazy: nah our class is
gail is lazy: because we actually whipped out the money

i miss that chinese class. but that doesnt mean i dont like my current chinese class :P

same old sad story thats been published a million times here

so close...

i tried minimizing that same damn feeling that hit me nearly a million times last year. i allowed it to come back last quarter but that was strictly temporarily and almost completely under my control. and theres absolutely nothing i can do in my current situation. ive thrown myself onto a hundred friend ladders, with no hope of ascending the hierarchy. a friend of mine earlier in the year advised me "michael, we need to flirt more" (in reference to us with other people, not each other). eventually she told me about her results and the certain amount of success she encountered. it wasnt until recently that i "loosened up my attitude". the results have been pretty entertaining, but nonetheless fruitless. almost the entire duration of last year consisted of frustration. almost made it to the finish line this year clean. no dice. is it so wrong to click with specific women? perhaps im forever destined to remain a pussy rag.

leadurship

frankly im tired of taking initiative for other people. im 20 years old, and i think the actions and decisions of others regarding shared participation, shouldnt be carried on my shoulders when others are capable of contributing. amongst many pet peeves, indecisiveness must be one of the biggest. therefore i refuse to make a decision from now on when someone shrugs at me or says "nah, you can do it" or, "its okay, go ahead".

on a another note, it seems my prospects on establishing a club at davis have been chopped-- someone beat me to it. even used the same name i came up with. but sokay, ive talked to some of the leadership and theyre willing to put me on a "board." fine with me, i could use something like this to help keep me busy here.

i hope a certain person notifies me regarding whether or not theyll be visiting this weekend. otherwise, i gon go home and chill with ethan or something.