never have i been disrespected so much since ive arrived here in college. its one thing to look like a goofy idiot when hanging out with your friends- its another thing to be abused in this manner at the expense of entertaining guests.
this is most likely the last post ill be making here. the concept of "the college experience" is overhyped- its only a matter of adapting and making the best of your time in a new environment. set high goals for yourself, rather than high expectations from the school. no one changes dramatically as some may expect, and theres no doubt that any leftover perceptions from the past will follow for those that already know. for those of you waiting for that first fall quarter to arrive, my best advice to you is that you acknowledge the fact that you can choose to start over and that you possess the freedom to direct your life in whatever manner you choose, the only barrier stopping you is youre conscience.
ironic of me to say, but ill be spending part of this summer de-institutionalizing myself. a lot of bad traits have surfaced in my personality and i need to improve myself as a person.
hell week begins, its time to start studying.
